I may possibly be getting repetitive, but I really love my old photos, they are my most prized possessions and I often get out the old boxes and go through them, especially those of me and my mum. Whenever I waver and feel uncertain about my choice of vocation, I think of the everlasting nature of photography and it always puts me back on track.

I gave away a photo shoot for Mothers day this year. There are so many reasons a photographer should NEVER do this, but I wanted to turn my moody funk about mothers day into something positive and GIVE a gift to another mother. Some of these pics are in this post below. Thanks Rachel! You helped me so much and you didnt even know it.

Those that know me well (even if you read my blog) will know that this is the first Mothers Day without my gorgeous mum. We were very close and I felt like I lost my compass when she died. Although I am getting my balance back, I won't lie, its hard to even walk past the newsagent at the moment with all of the Mothers Day paraphernalia around. Deep breath, walk on!

I used to spend as long as it took to find the perfect mothers day card for my mum and try to make the day as lovely for her as I could. I can't help feeling like I am missing out, a little bit ripped off. I'm not even going to be in the country on Sunday and I've been totally ok with that.

On the brightest side possible, I am constantly and happily reminded that I too am a mother and this day is for me too.

My very loving and very wise husband moved mothers day for me this year and we had a great time as a family. When my 6yr old asked him why we even have Mothers Day, he quickly responded that every day should be mothers day because mummy does so much for you. Once again proving that my smartest choice ever was to marry him. I must remember to reciprocate on Fathers Day, or perhaps make sure that every day is also Fathers Day.

To every mother I know, I truly hope you enjoy your day and that you cherish every moment.